Do You Know
Yourself
Every one
desires success, but not every one succeeds. In any line there
are certain things on which success depends. Success can be
built only on a properly and carefully laid foundation. Those
who desire to be Christians, desire to be successful in the
Christian life. Those who are called to work for God, desire
to be successful workers. Jesus said to Martha, "One thing is
needful." There is generally one basic principle on which all
else must be built. If this is overlooked or neglected,
partial or complete failure is certain. Many attempts are
failures because of being begun at the wrong place. In
mathematics we must master the rudiments before we can compute
the orbits of the planets. In music we must learn tones and
relations of tones before we can produce the exquisite
harmonies of the master. In astronomy we must know something
of our little home-planet before we can launch out into the
heart-stirring immensities of space. Before we can rightly
know God, we must know ourselves.
The animal
instinctively knows that the gnawing pain in its stomach is a
hunger for food, and immediately seeks to satisfy it. But the
man who does not know himself, who does not stop to consider
and analyze, feels an unrest, a yearning, a hungering within
his soul, and knows not why or what it is. He tries worldly
pleasures; but they only partially satisfy, and at last render
the case more serious than before. He tries all the remedies
that he can find for his soul-hunger, but performs no cure,
simply because he has not properly diagnosed his case. It is
only when he knows that the cause of his unrest is soul-hunger
for God and the bread of life, that he begins to try to
satisfy himself properly. Women, and many of them professors,
try to satisfy this craving by decking themselves with gold
and gems and fine array, with the plumage of birds and the
skins of beasts. Men try to satisfy it in the pool-room, by
plunging into the muddy waters of the political sea, or by
accumulating money and by the follies of life. As food is the
only thing that properly satisfies the hunger of the body, so
God is the only thing that satisfies the hunger of the soul.
When people come to know that this hunger is for God, they
begin to search for him if haply they may find him. The
trouble is, that people look at Christianity in the abstract,
as a something apart from themselves, whereas it is a vital
part of every spiritually normal man or woman. The saying of
the old philosopher, "Know thyself," proves his wisdom. True
wisdom comes only by first understanding ourselves so as to
know our relation to other things. One of the things that must
constantly be preached to the sisters is proper modesty and
plainness of apparel. How often do we meet with those who once
were plain who now dress almost as the world! Why is it that
these things are put on? Because; there is a longing in the
heart. They do not understand what this longing really is or
what will satisfy it. They interpret the unrest of soul as
being a desire for these things, yet when put on they do not
satisfy.
No, sister, it
is not the flowers on your hat or the feathers or fine dresses
that you are really wanting. You may think it is, but only
because you cannot rightly interpret your soul-cry. No,
brother, it is not that fine team or that other eighty acres
that your soul really desires. Both your souls are crying for
more of God. Give them a chance to get what they are hungering
for, and you will be surprised to find out that you did not
really want these other things after all. If you find in you a
desire, or what seems to be a desire, for anything not in
accord with spiritual prosperity, there is a real desire in
your soul, which you do not realize. Sister, if you pass the
millinery-store and see a display of worldly hats and
something seems to say, "Just to be honest, I should like to
have one of those," your soul is hungry. Go home and feed it.
Go to your closet, fall upon your knees, and get a feast of
the "bread from heaven" and "water of life," and then go back
and look in that window again and see if there is any hunger.
There is not a bit, is there? Do you not see you were
mistaken? Your soul wanted more of God, and you did not know
yourself any better than to think it was a fine hat you
desired.
Or you,
brother, if you feel as if you wanted people to notice you
more and say nice things about you and tell how talented you
are, you are hungry. Go and give your soul a feast of heavenly
manna--not just a taste; eat plenty, feast on it. Now come
back in the crowd, and when that man goes to praising you, it
makes you feel ashamed. You did not really know what you did
want, did you?
And you who
desire to be a big preacher and stir the world and be like a
mighty man of war among the people. You are getting real
hungry. It will take a lot to fill you up, but God has plenty,
and you had better get to the table quickly. When you get
full, though, you will find you do not really want to be a big
preacher at all, have not the least desire to be. Why, you
will feel so small, just as if you wanted to hide behind the
cross where nobody would see you at all.
After we have a
good, square meal on divine food, any sort of worldliness will
"go against our stomachs," and we cannot bear it, sight or
smell.
And you there,
you want to have your own way in everything, do you not? Your
judgment is so good that all the brethren must accept it and
act upon it or all the sweetness in your soul turns to vinegar
right away. Go and eat some of the "Honey out of the rock." Do
not come back until you get enough. When you get filled up
once, you will wake up in the night and catch yourself saying,
"Not my will, but thine be done."
God is what you
want. Everything else is husks. You can eat husks all you
please and not get satisfied. You may get a bad case of
spiritual dyspepsia or die altogether. Better find out what
you really do want, and then "eat in plenty and be satisfied."
Do not try fine dresses and rings and flowers and feathers and
houses and lands and honor for soul-diet. "Eat ye that which
is good." Get acquainted with yourself enough to know that all
the real desire of your heart is for godliness, and that these
longings for other things are only symptoms of your need of
more God and that they will disappear at once when the soul is
filled with the "bread of life."