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In our yard, a few feet from the
door stands an apple tree. In the early spring I
watched its swelling buds from day to day. Soon
they burst forth into snowy blossoms,
beautifying the tree, and filling the air with
fragrance. There was the promise of a bountiful
crop of fruit. In a few days the petals had
fallen like a belated snow. As the leaves
unfolded and grew larger, there appeared here
and there a little apple that gave a promise of
maturing into full ripened fruit. But, alas! how
few apples there were compared with the number
of blossoms with which the bough had been laden!
Most of the blossoms had been blighted, and had
fallen to the ground leaving nothing behind.
"Ah," thought I, "How like these
blighted blossoms are so many of the desires and
hopes and plans of our lives! How many of our
aspirations are never realized! How many of our
plans fail! How scanty the perfectly matured
fruit in our lives, when compared with the
blossoms!" When we consider this, how barren our
lives often seems! How little we seem to
accomplish! How little our lives seem to amount
to.
Every truly saved heart longs to
serve. The redeemed heart loves, and love finds
its joy in service. How much there is to be done
all around us! and how eagerly we would take up
the task of doing it! How much we want to
accomplish for the Lord! but ah, how little we
do really accomplish! How many blossoms of
desire we possess! but how little fruit of real
accomplishment! Seeing this, we sometimes become
dicouraged. It does not seem worth while to try
to do the few little things that we actually can
do. Do the best we can, so many of our blossoms
will be blighted---so many of our plans will
fail; so many of our hopes will not be realized;
so many of our desires will not be fulfilled. We
can rejoice in those that are brought to
fruitage; we can rejoice in those that do
mature; but how about the blossoms that fall and
seem to leave nothing behind them? Do they bud
in vain? The blossoms on that apple-tree which
were blighted, and died, were just as beautiful
and just as fragrant as those which bore fruit.
They served a very real purpose, and so do the
hopes and purposes that we cherish in our
hearts, even though we never see their fruitage.
David was a man who loved the
Lord, and out of that love came a desire to
build the Lord a house. That desire was never
realized by David. Making it a reality was left
to others. Nevertheless, David's purpose was
pleasing to the Lord. In his prayer at the
dedication of the temple, Solomon said: "And it
was in the heart of David my father to build an
house for the name of the Lord God of Israel.
And the Lord said unto David my father, "Whereas
it was in thine heart to build an house unto my
name, thou didst well that it was in thine
heart." (Kings 8:17-18) God did not despise the
desire, even though he did not permit David to
carry it out. As God was well-pleased with the
desire of David to build him a house, so he is
well-pleased with those worthy desires and
purposes of our hearts that are never carried
out. Whether it be circumstances or surroundings
that hinder us, whether it be a lack of wisdom
or of ability, whether if be the pressure of
other duties, or even if God gives the task to
someone else, there is, nevertheless, beauty and
fragrance in the desire that is in our heart to
do him service.
We must not become discouraged
and give up hoping and desiring and planning to
do something for the Lord, even though so many
of our plans fail and our hopes become blighted.
We know that it is the sap flowing upward
through the tree that produces the beautiful
fragrant blossoms. Likewise, God knows that it
is the love in our hearts that produces the
desire for service; and that love is precious in
his sight. Do you sometimes feel that there is
so little, oh so little! that you can do for the
Lord? Does your life seem to count so little for
his kingdom? and do you long to be more useful?
That very longing is as the odor of sweet
incense before the Lord. If you are prevented
from doing the things that you would gladly do,
if circumstances shut you in like a hedge, if
you seem weak when you would be strong, you can
still do something. The more of these blossoms
of desire you have, even if they never reach
fruition, the more your life is beautified, and
the more the Lord is pleased. These unfulfilled
desires work to ennoble our character and to
enrich us, provided we do not spend our time
mourning and lamenting because we cannot put
them into action.
There is, however, one danger
which we must be careful to shun. Sometimes
people have their hearts so set on doing some
great things that they miss the little things,
the little opportunities that lie close to their
hands. Life is made up of a "round of little
things". The great things only happen at rare
intervals. But it is being faithful in little
things that makes us ready for our opportunities
for the great things, when they come. Christ
said "He that is faithful in that which is least
is faithful also in much." The little things are
not spectacular; they do not attract much
attention, but they are the things that make up
life; and if we are true in these little things,
God will trust us with some greater things by
and by. It is not wrong to yearn to do more; but
that longing works evil if, in our reaching
forward to greater opportunities, we neglect
what oppotunities we have. It is the fruits we
are able to produce, not their blossoms, that
count at the harvest.
Let us, therefore , strive to do
all that we can; and if we cannot do all that we
would, let us remember that the blossoms that
are blasted are not in vain. They serve their
purpose. They are well worth while; and if we go
resolutely and steadfastly on, we shall at last
hear the Master's voice say to us, "It is good
that it was in thine heart." How sweet these
words will sound in our ears! How they will
soothe our feelings of disappointment at not
having done more! Let us press on, therefore,
and not be discouraged because we do not see our
hopes and plans realized in this world. Let us
be strong and of good courage, knowing that God
knows all about it. Let us thank him for such
privileges as we have, and make the best of our
opportunities.
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