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Waiting On The Lord
Some
people are always in a hurry about things. If they
want to do something or to have something, they
cannot wait; they must do it or have it at once.
When they are compelled to wait, the time seems
very long and their impatience grows with every
delay. They cannot quietly and patiently wait for
anything.
Such persons bring this same
characteristic into their spiritual lives. When
they pray, they want an immediate answer--they
want God to hurry up. If the answer is delayed,
they get all worked up about it. Sometimes they
murmur against the Lord and feel very bad, like
spoiled children. Sometimes they pray a few times
for what they desire, and if the answer does not
come they conclude that God does not mean to
answer them; so they give up seeking for it and
sometimes question God's faithfulness. If they see
something that needs doing or something that is
not going to please them, it must be remedied
immediately; if it is not, they are much
displeased. They cannot wait for a propitious time
or till things have worked out so that they can be
properly handled. Their motto seems to be, "Do it
now." That is all very well for some things, but
quite frequently it is necessary to patiently wait
on the Lord and upon others. We cannot hurry the
Lord; all time is his He works according to his
own purposes and will, according to his own wisdom
and plans. We cannot choose for him; we must be
willing for him to choose for us. It must be his
to say both as to "when" and "how." Ours is to
wait and trust, his to choose and do.
Many years ago I read a story.
Later, when I was lying on my bed of affliction
and praying earnestly for God to restore my
health, he brought to my mind this story and
applied its lesson to my soul. It was such help to
me that I will give it to you also. I had been
much troubled because I was not healed. I would
pray very earnestly with a longing that seemed to
draw out all my soul. Others would pray also, but
there was not answer from God. Disappointment and
discouragement seemed to shut me in with walls of
darkness. A feeling of helplessness and almost of
utter hopelessness came over me. I was in this
condition when God brought to my memory this
long-forgotten story and applied it to my heart
with a peculiar emphasis that made it a direct
message from him to my soul. This is the story:
The king of a certain country was growing old, and
he had no son to succeed him. He announced to his
people that he would choose and heir to the throne
from among the young men of the country by a
competitive test, which would give all an equal
chance. On the day appointed, a great number of
young men presented themselves. A certain test was
made, and some failed while others passed. Then
other tests came, and each time some were rejected
till at last only three were left.
They were put through test after
test, but all seemed equally able to meet them, so
the king announced through his heralds that on the
next day the matter would be decided by a foot
race. The course was marked off, the judges were
at their places, and all was ready. Just at this
time a man came up to each of the contestants and
said secretly to him, "The king is taking special
note of you. Do not run when the signal is given
until the king gives you a special signal." The
three took their places eager for the race. The
signal was given, one bounded forward quickly,
then hesitated and stopped; then another sprang
forward after him, upon which the first started
forward again and they ran for the goal with all
speed. The third stood looking anxiously at the
king and at the two runners; murmuring to himself,
"I can make it yet, I can make it yet." The king
gazed at the runners and gave no heed to the one
still standing. The waiting man thought himself
forgotten and soon realized that it would be
impossible for him to win the race. He felt that
all was lost for him.
The two runners ran on at top
speed, reaching the goal together. They were
brought back, and all three stood before the king.
To the first he said, "Were you not told not to
run until I gave you the signal? Why then did you
run?"
"I forgot," said the man.
Of the second he asked the same
question. His reply was, "I thought it would be
but a moment till you would give the signal, and
seeing the other running I ran also."
To the third he said, "And why did
not you run?" "Because you did not give me the
signal, sir," he answered. "My son," said the
king, "I knew that you could run, but I did not
know that you could wait."
So the young man found that the
test was not a test of doing but of waiting. And
thus the Lord said to me that day, "I knew that
you could run, I knew that you would work with all
your strength; but can you wait on me?" These
words have been repeated over and over in my heart
during the long years. It was a hard lesson to
learn, and many times I have grown weary, many
times I have longed for the end of the waiting;
but that lesson has helped me to bear and to wait
and to be patient in the waiting. Sometimes it has
seemed that the Lord had forgotten. Many times I
have had to say to my heart, "Be patient and
wait." This is the hardest lesson that many of us
ever have to learn, but learn it we must if God's
will and his plan are to be fulfilled in our
lives.
There are some things for which we
do not need to wait, but for which we need to
press our petitions with earnestness and diligence
and with an out-reaching grasp of faith for a
"now" answer--for example, the supplying of a
soul-need, such as forgiveness or sanctification,
or physical or other help where the need is
urgent. Sometimes people think that it is not the
lord's time to save or sanctify them or to give
them something else that is needed at once, when
the trouble is they do no get in earnest enough or
do not exercise faith as they might. God's time
for necessary things, and especially for salvation
work, is now; and if we do not receive when we
seek, we may look for the fault in ourselves or in
our manner of seeking. Waiting on the Lord is not
needful in this class of things and it will only
hinder receiving. There are, however, many other
things for which we may not know God's time and in
the case of which growing impatient and trying to
force matters will grieve God and hinder us.
Unfulfilled desire patiently and submissively met
is often a powerful factor in character-building.
Have you prayed for things, yearned
for them, reached out after them, and yet your
prayer is not yet answered? Have you been tempted
to believe, that it was of no use, to seek for
them? If, you are not seeking selfishly, or if God
has not denied you, do not lose faith. God has
said, "Ask, and ye shall receive;" and again he
says, "They shall not be ashamed that wait for me"
(Isa. 49:23). God is faithful. He knows what is
best. As a loving Father he watches over you. His
ear is open to your cry. We are told to "rest in
the Lord, and wait patiently for him." Do not grow
impatient, do not become wrought up, but while you
must wait on the Lord, rest in him. Jeremiah tells
us how to wait for God to deliver--"It is good
that a man should both hope and quietly wait for
the salvation of the Lord" (Lam, 3:26). Think of
that expression, "Hope and quietly wait." Do not
these words mean confidence and soul-rest? Do they
not mean assurance and trust? They do not mean,
however, that we should be careless. They imply
activity of faith and desire, but they shut out
fear and unbelief. The Psalmist says, "Wait on the
Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen
thine heart." (Psa. 27:14). Keep up your courage
while you wait, do not grow despondent, be strong
in faith; God will not fail.
Again, we are exhorted to "wait on
the Lord, and keep his way" (Psa. 37:34). If
wrongs are not righted, if persecutions continue,
if like Paul, we have a "thorn in the flesh" and
our desires are not granted, let us do what this
text tells us--let us "keep His way." Let us serve
the Lord just as truly as though conditions were
ideal and all our desires satisfied. Let us show
our fidelity to God, by being true whether
circumstances are favorable or unfavorable. God
promised Abraham the land of Canaan, but he went
up and down in it for many years as a stranger.
His posterity went into Egypt and there, under the
lash of the taskmaster, they waited, waited,
waited. Did not they have God's promise? Had he
not said that that goodly land should be theirs?
Why did he wait so long? Was this the way that he
fulfilled his promises? Had he forgotten them? Did
their cries to him fall on deaf ears? Their
waiting was not easy. It was long and oh, how
wearisome! Why did God wait so long, was there any
adequate reason? Yes, when God waits there is
always a good reason for the waiting. His acts are
not arbitrary; he does not act according to
caprice; he acts wisely and when it is best. He
tells us why he delayed in this case; it was
because the sins of the Canaanites had not yet
come to the full. When they reached that point,
the Lord fulfilled his promise and led the
children of Israel out of their bondage into the
goodly land.
Have you learned this lesson of
waiting upon the Lord? Can you commit your ways to
him and feel that if desire is still unsatisfied,
if obstacles are not yet removed, if trials yet
bear upon you, the Father-love is not growing
cold, nor his hearing dull, nor has he forgotten?
In the proper time and way the answer will be
sure, and because of the delay the answer will be
fuller and will enrich you more than if it had
come when first you asked. Wait patiently on the
Lord, trust also in him, be not weary in
well-doing, and out of your waiting will come
strength, and out of your sorrow will come
rejoicing, and out of the bitterness will come
sweetness, and at the end of the way you will find
a crown and life
everlasting.
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