What Old Bill Could Not Do


Old Bill M-was a drunkard. Everybody knew it. People expected to see him stagger as he walked; that was a common thing. As a young man he had been the leader among his chums. And people thought he would make his mark in the world. He had excelled most of his companions, but alas! It was not the things that make men noble and great. As people said, "The drink was getting him. He was a familiar figure in each of the three saloons in A----. He was still the leader of the company, who called themselves the "bunch". Each night they make the rounds of the saloons, then at a late hour staggered homeward.

Yes, Old Bill was a drunkard. He had tried many times to quit. His friends had warned him and advised him to quit. His wife had begged him a hundred times, with tears running down her face. He had promised again and again, had tried, over and over, to master the habit, but it held him fast. One night when he went home, drunk as usual, he found his wife seriously ill. Three days he watched by her bedside, and then the end came. In her dying hour she laid her hand on his and asked him once more for her sake, and his own, to quit drinking. Bill promised with hot tears falling like rain, and he meant it with all his heart.

Two days later he followed her body to the church, and as he took his last look at that still form, he vowed with all his strength of will never to touch drink again. He walked silently back to his home, but it was not home anymore. He was heart-broken. What would he do? How could he bear it? Presently two of his comrades came out to sympathize with him. After talking a while, one pulled a bottle from his pocket saying, "Here, Bill, take a bit to brace you up." "No Jack," he answered, "I'm going to quit the stuff; I promised her I would." "That's all right,: said Jack, "but you need a little now for your nerves. He lifted the bottle to his own lips, then held it uncorked in his hand. The odor entered Bill's nostrils, the old appetite asserted it self, and before he knew it he had seized the bottle. A minute later it was empty! When Bill next came to realize what was happening, it was a week later. He had been drunk all the time; he did not know even now what day it was; but when he realized what had happened, he was stricken with remorse. He knew now, as never before, that drink was his master.

Two years passed. His few belongings had been sold to pay the funeral expenses; the remainder had gone for drink. Another family lived in the home now. Mr. Wilson, a kind neighbor, had given him a home, and he worked for him when he was sober enough. One evening as he was making his way to the saloon as usual, he heard singing. "That's strange," he muttered; "wonder what's going on?' He turned and walked toward the singing and found a large tent filled with people. "Queer-looking show," he thought as he approached the entrance. A pleasant-faced young man stepped to him and said, 'Come in, Bill, and I will get you a god seat." He mechanically followed the usher in. The singing was good, and he enjoyed it. Presently a man arose and, with tears running down his face, related that he had been a drunkard, and that after years of trying to overcome the habit, he had finally turned to God for help, and that he was now free and happy man. Bill understood the struggle part, but not the rest. He knew what it meant to fail, as he pondered he thought of his wife. Did she know how he had broken his promise? Did she weep over him now as she used to?

Someone entered the pulpit and talked for a long time, but Bill did not hear anything he said. Bill was thinking, thinking. There was a man who had "beat the drink," and he said Lord had helped him. When the preacher finished, the first man rose again: Bill straightened up and looked keenly. "Yes," he thought, "he has been a drinker all right, and a hard one: his face shows it." The speaker was inviting men to Christ for the help they needed.

Old Bill never quite knew how it happened, but he suddenly found himself in front holding the stranger's hand and telling him he wanted help to quit drink. Side by side they knelt while the saved man earnestly poured out his heart to God for the drunkard. Old Bill did not know how to pray, he had never tried in his life, but he wanted help; all his soul longed for it. He listened to the other man praying. He was asking for just what Bill needed; his heart joined in. Yes, he wanted to quit drinking; he wanted to be a good man, but he had to have help. The other man prayed as though God was close by, and Bill felt that He must be, so he said: "Yes, God, I'll quit it if you'll help me. I'll be a man if you'll help me, but I cant do it by myself!" That was all, but he meant it, and he felt that God would help him. A strange, quiet peace came into his heart, and he really felt happy.

Some of the "bunch" outside the tent had seen Bill go forward, and soon the news was in all the saloons. "He'll be back by Saturday night, " they said. But he did not come back. Instead he was in the meeting telling people what wonderful things God had done for him. He did not want strong drink any more at all, he declared. The "bunch" did not believe this. They laughed and made many prophecies; they waited week by week, but Old Bill came to the saloon no more. Two years passed; Bill lived a joyful Christian life and never tired of telling what the Lord had done for him. He went out to a country schoolhouse, where he organized a Sunday-school and labored zealously and successfully.

There were many temptation. At first the "bunch" laughed and made him the butt of many rude jest, then they laid plans to trap him. One day one of them stuck an open whisky bottle under his nose, saying, "Smell it, Bill; ain't it a fine odor?" Bill stepped back, all smiles and said quietly, "Well, Tom, drink was my master a long time, but I have a better Master now." He went his way unobstrusively but steadily, and finally won the respect and confidence of all.

At last the end came; Old Bill was dead. There was a peaceful smile upon his face, for his sun had gone down in splendor. The "bunch" followed him to the grave. They could not quite understand even yet what had happened to him. It was a wonderful change, and his life had won their respect, and they followed him silently to his last resting- place. After the burial they stood talking it over in a little group by themselves. "I thought the drink had him sure, "said one; "I don't see how he beat it." "It was not Bill who did it, said a quiet voice behind them; "it was Jesus Christ." They turned and saw the pastor walking away. "Guess the person must have it right," said one of them. "It was a pretty good job, too.

 

 

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