What Old Bill
Could Not Do

Old Bill M-was a drunkard.
Everybody knew it. People expected to see him stagger as he
walked; that was a common thing. As a young man he had been
the leader among his chums. And people thought he would make
his mark in the world. He had excelled most of his companions,
but alas! It was not the things that make men noble and great.
As people said, "The drink was getting him. He was a familiar
figure in each of the three saloons in A----. He was still the
leader of the company, who called themselves the "bunch". Each
night they make the rounds of the saloons, then at a late hour
staggered homeward.
Yes, Old
Bill was a drunkard. He had tried many times to quit. His
friends had warned him and advised him to quit. His wife had
begged him a hundred times, with tears running down her face.
He had promised again and again, had tried, over and over, to
master the habit, but it held him fast. One night when he went
home, drunk as usual, he found his wife seriously ill. Three
days he watched by her bedside, and then the end came. In her
dying hour she laid her hand on his and asked him once more
for her sake, and his own, to quit drinking. Bill promised
with hot tears falling like rain, and he meant it with all his
heart.
Two days
later he followed her body to the church, and as he took his
last look at that still form, he vowed with all his strength
of will never to touch drink again. He walked silently back to
his home, but it was not home anymore. He was heart-broken.
What would he do? How could he bear it? Presently two of his
comrades came out to sympathize with him. After talking a
while, one pulled a bottle from his pocket saying, "Here,
Bill, take a bit to brace you up." "No Jack," he answered,
"I'm going to quit the stuff; I promised her I would." "That's
all right,: said Jack, "but you need a little now for your
nerves. He lifted the bottle to his own lips, then held it
uncorked in his hand. The odor entered Bill's nostrils, the
old appetite asserted it self, and before he knew it he had
seized the bottle. A minute later it was empty! When Bill next
came to realize what was happening, it was a week later. He
had been drunk all the time; he did not know even now what day
it was; but when he realized what had happened, he was
stricken with remorse. He knew now, as never before, that
drink was his master.
Two years
passed. His few belongings had been sold to pay the funeral
expenses; the remainder had gone for drink. Another family
lived in the home now. Mr. Wilson, a kind neighbor, had given
him a home, and he worked for him when he was sober enough.
One evening as he was making his way to the saloon as usual,
he heard singing. "That's strange," he muttered; "wonder
what's going on?' He turned and walked toward the singing and
found a large tent filled with people. "Queer-looking show,"
he thought as he approached the entrance. A pleasant-faced
young man stepped to him and said, 'Come in, Bill, and I will
get you a god seat." He mechanically followed the usher in.
The singing was good, and he enjoyed it. Presently a man arose
and, with tears running down his face, related that he had
been a drunkard, and that after years of trying to overcome
the habit, he had finally turned to God for help, and that he
was now free and happy man. Bill understood the struggle part,
but not the rest. He knew what it meant to fail, as he
pondered he thought of his wife. Did she know how he had
broken his promise? Did she weep over him now as she used to?
Someone
entered the pulpit and talked for a long time, but Bill did
not hear anything he said. Bill was thinking, thinking. There
was a man who had "beat the drink," and he said Lord had
helped him. When the preacher finished, the first man rose
again: Bill straightened up and looked keenly. "Yes," he
thought, "he has been a drinker all right, and a hard one: his
face shows it." The speaker was inviting men to Christ for the
help they needed.
Old Bill
never quite knew how it happened, but he suddenly found
himself in front holding the stranger's hand and telling him
he wanted help to quit drink. Side by side they knelt while
the saved man earnestly poured out his heart to God for the
drunkard. Old Bill did not know how to pray, he had never
tried in his life, but he wanted help; all his soul longed for
it. He listened to the other man praying. He was asking for
just what Bill needed; his heart joined in. Yes, he wanted to
quit drinking; he wanted to be a good man, but he had to have
help. The other man prayed as though God was close by, and
Bill felt that He must be, so he said: "Yes, God, I'll quit it
if you'll help me. I'll be a man if you'll help me, but I cant
do it by myself!" That was all, but he meant it, and he felt
that God would help him. A strange, quiet peace came into his
heart, and he really felt happy.
Some of the
"bunch" outside the tent had seen Bill go forward, and soon
the news was in all the saloons. "He'll be back by Saturday
night, " they said. But he did not come back. Instead he was
in the meeting telling people what wonderful things God had
done for him. He did not want strong drink any more at all, he
declared. The "bunch" did not believe this. They laughed and
made many prophecies; they waited week by week, but Old Bill
came to the saloon no more. Two years passed; Bill lived a
joyful Christian life and never tired of telling what the Lord
had done for him. He went out to a country schoolhouse, where
he organized a Sunday-school and labored zealously and
successfully.
There were
many temptation. At first the "bunch" laughed and made him the
butt of many rude jest, then they laid plans to trap him. One
day one of them stuck an open whisky bottle under his nose,
saying, "Smell it, Bill; ain't it a fine odor?" Bill stepped
back, all smiles and said quietly, "Well, Tom, drink was my
master a long time, but I have a better Master now." He went
his way unobstrusively but steadily, and finally won the
respect and confidence of all.
At last the
end came; Old Bill was dead. There was a peaceful smile upon
his face, for his sun had gone down in splendor. The "bunch"
followed him to the grave. They could not quite understand
even yet what had happened to him. It was a wonderful change,
and his life had won their respect, and they followed him
silently to his last resting- place. After the burial they
stood talking it over in a little group by themselves. "I
thought the drink had him sure, "said one; "I don't see how he
beat it." "It was not Bill who did it, said a quiet voice
behind them; "it was Jesus Christ." They turned and saw the
pastor walking away. "Guess the person must have it right,"
said one of them. "It was a pretty good job,
too.
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