There are things which we know and feel but
which do not result from our own study. We have a
consciousness that there is some supreme power over us, and we
are conscious of a certain responsibility to, and a dependence
upon, this higher power. Reading the Bible and reasoning may
give us clearer ideas of this power and our relations to it,
but we have the consciousness of its existence without being
taught.
This is never
more clearly seen than in the case of the man who denies the
existence of a personal God. As surely as he rejects the God
of the bible, he sets up something else in His place, and
though he may call it by some other name than God, he will,
nevertheless attribute to it the powers and actions that
belong to God. These intuitions by which we know without being
conscious of how we know are given us by God for our
perfection and safety, and we ought to give careful heed to
their testimony.
Sometimes our
reason sees no harm in a thing, but we do not feel just right
about it. A doctrine may look ever so plausible and be ever so
interesting; but if we feel an inward uneasiness after
consideration of it, there is a reason why we should be
careful. Our intuition will often detect something wrong when
our reason has not yet done so. These intuitions are not to be
disregarded. They are God's means of warning us against unseen
dangers.
Sometimes when
we come in contact with people, we see nothing outwardly
wrong, but we have an inward feeling that all is not well. We
feel that there is something wrong somewhere, even though we
may be at a loss to know what it is. Sometimes we come in
contact with a company of people and at once feel a strange
something that we cannot analyze; but we cannot always trust
our feelings. There are many things that influence us, and it
is very easy to misinterpret them. Nor should we conclude that
there is something very badly wrong with anyone merely because
we have peculiar feeling when in his presence. There may be
something wrong, however, and it behooves us to be on our
guard. Sometimes it happens that such feelings arise when we
are in the presence of people who are deeply tried, or
discouraged, or suffering under the assaults of Satan.
There are many
evil spirits at work in these days among professors of
religion, and especially is this true among the various
holiness factions. Have you ever gone into a meeting and felt
that some way you did not "fit" there? The worshipers may have
seemed joyful and may have said many good things, but all the
while you felt an inward uneasiness. There was some reason for
this, and whether the reason was spiritual or merely human, it
was wise to exercise carefulness. It is usually best to
refrain from trying to make yourself blend with anything when
you have that internal sense of protest against it.
Fellowship is
natural and spontaneous. It cannot be forced. If you are
straight and true and your heart is open and unprejudiced, you
will usually have fellowship with whatever is of God. Most
sectarian holiness people are so broad that they can take in
almost anything and call it good. Beware of this spirit. God's
Spirit accepts only the good. If you have ease and freedom
with the true, established, spiritual people of God, and are
free in meetings where the whole truth is preached and the
Spirit of God works freely, and then when you come in contact
with other professors you fail to have that freedom, do not
accuse yourself nor try to force yourself to have fellowship
with them.
A preacher once
came into a certain community and began to preach. He was
quite enthusiastic; he praised the Lord and shouted. He
preached much truth and professed to be out clean for God. It
was afterwards discovered that he was very crooked and wholly
unworthy of confidence. I asked a number of the congregation
later how it came that they received him. Their answer was
that, as he came recommended by some good brethren and
preached so much truth, when they did not feel right about him
they came to the conclusion that they must be wrong and he
right. So they accused themselves and went on through the
meeting suffering under a heavy burden. They knew that they
had no such feelings when other ministers came into their
midst, nor did they feel that way in their own ordinary
meetings. But in spite of this, they took the wrong course,
and the result was that the congregation received much harm
both spiritually and financially. The same thing happened with
this preacher in other places, till at length he came to a
place where some refused to ignore their feelings or to accuse
themselves of being in the wrong. Instead, they sent at once
for two well-established ministers, and as soon as they came
into the community, the crooked preacher fled and was seen no
more in those parts.
Sometimes some
one will come around making a high profession, and while we
can see nothing wrong, we do not feel free with him, or, in
other words, we have a sense of uneasiness. We feel at home
with other saints, but not with this person. Beware. If you
are in fellowship with those whom you know to be true saints,
look out for those with whom you do not have inward harmony.
Do not blame yourself nor disregard the warning. Isolated
Christians naturally become hungry for spiritual association.
Sometimes they go to meetings where, while they find some good
things, they also see other things and feel things that grate
upon their spiritual sense of propriety. In such cases one
should be guarded and should not try to "fit" with these
things. To blend with them you must become like them; and if
you become like them when they are not right, you will find
that when you come into an assembly where the truth and Spirit
have freedom, you will not blend there. If you ignore those
inner warnings and accept something contrary to them, you will
soon find yourself out of harmony with God's church and
without the liberty you used to have among the children of
God.
Do not follow
your intuitions blindly, but do not go contrary to them. Let
your reason find out the way of action before you act, so that
you may act wisely. But when that inward sense says to us,
"Stop, look, listen," we shall do well to heed its
warning.