There is a new grave in the
cemetery today. An hour ago the sad-hearted
mourners, with fast-falling tears, looked for
the last time upon that familiar face. The light
has gone out of the eye, and the sound of the
voice is stilled forever. "Finis" has been
written at the close of his life's story. He no
longer is.
A few days
ago he realized that the end was drawing nigh.
Before that he had looked forward, and it seemed
to him that his life might run on for years. But
it was not so to be. The death angel drew near,
and he heard the sound of its coming wings. He
then began to look backward, to see his life as
a completed whole. He could now see life in its
true light; for life does not appear the same
when we look back upon it from the end as it
does when our gaze is turned forward in the busy
hurry of the days of health. When one is brought
to the brink of the grave, life takes on a
different aspect; it appears in its true
perspective. We are usually so absorbed in the
present that the past and the future have little
place in our thoughts. Most lives are lived, not
according to any plan or purpose, but according
to the fleeting influence of the present moment.
Reader, you
and I are on the path to the cemetery. Some day,
and it may not be far off; we shall look back
over out lives from the end. Day by day, often
with but little thought, we are building the
structure of our lives. Yesterday we laid the
foundation of today and today we lay the
foundation of tomorrow. Unless we lay a good
foundation and build well thereon, when we look
back upon our lives at the last we shall find
much to regret. The wood, hay and stubble of
selfish works and selfish purposes will be
burned up in the fire that will try every man's
work
How much of
the selfish element enter into most lives! The
ambition, the labor, the planning, is for self.
If self prospers, what else matters? If, self
has ease and comfort, what matters it about
others? If self is pleased, is not that enough?
Self seems to be the mainspring of most lives;
it is so in our own? When we come to look back
at the last, we shall find no pleasure in
viewing our own selfishness or its fruits. We
shall not desire to retain it in out memories.
We shall see that whatever was done through
selfish motives was time and energy lost. When
we look back, shall we see bitter words, unkind
deeds, and unfaithfulness to God and Man? Shall
we look back upon broken promises? On friends
who trusted us and were disappointed? Shall we
look back upon wrongs to our fellow men and sins
toward God? It seems to me, that the keenest
regrets that ever come to a soul on earth are
the regrets that come to him who during his last
hours on earth, has to view a misspent life
How many
have said, "Oh, if I could live my life over!"
Alas! That cannot be. My brother, my sister, you
can live this day but once. You will look back
in time and eternity and see this day just as
you lived it. Not only today, every day when it
is today, holds the same momentous
responsibility. Let us live today as faithful to
God and man, as true, pure, just, and kind as we
shall in the last day wish we had lived. Do not
think that tomorrow you will live better, and be
more kind and true and gentle. Today is your
day; tomorrow is out of your reach.
There was
one of old who looked back over his life and
summed it all up in these words: "Vanity of
vanities; all is vanity." He was rich and wise;
he was a mighty king, and had great honors; but
he lacked that good conscience that comes from a
life well spent. He had not held back his heart
from the enjoyment of any pleasure. He had given
free rein to his desires. He had lived a life of
ease and luxury. He had but to speak, and he was
obeyed. But, alas! When he looked back, there
was nothing in the scene to give him pleasure.
It was only "vanity and vexation of spirit."
There was
another man who looked back and who told us what
he saw. His circumstances were very different
from those of the other. He was a prisoner. In a
little while the sword of the executioner would
sever the frail bond of life. He knew the time
was near, and these are his words: "I am now
ready to be offered, and the time of my
departure is at hand. I have fought a good
fight, I have finished my course; I have kept
the faith." His words are a shout of triumph;
there is in them the exaltation of final
victory. There is no tinge of regret; there is
no tear of sorrow. What mattered it if his way
had been rugged and thorny? What mattered the
thousand perils that had threatened him on every
side? What mattered the shipwrecks, the
scourgings, the stoning, the opposition of false
brethren and of the heathen, the dungeons, the
cold, the weariness, the sorrows? He looked back
over them all; and his soul, glowing with joy,
burst out in language of supreme satisfaction:
"I have fought a good fight."
Not once
had he laid down his weapons. Not once had he
faltered. Nor for a day had he ceased to be true
to his Lord. Therefore he could say, "I have
kept the faith." Though many times he might have
avoided trouble had he kept back the message of
truth, yet how glad he was that in every
instance he had been true!
Sometimes
you will not find it easy to do right, sometimes
you will have to sacrifice and endure, sometimes
you will be reproached and mocked; but when you
take that last retrospective view, the fact that
you have been true will cause you to be glad, as
was Paul of old. Then, be true today. Fill today
with a full measure of faithful service. Think
not of tomorrow, but do the right, in each
today, and thus you may exclaim with Paul,
"Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of
righteousness, which the Lord, the
righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous
judge, shall give me at that day" (2 Tim.
4:8)