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When an old
lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital
near
Dundee Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing
left of any value.
Later, when the nurses were going
through her meager possessions, they found
this poem. Its
quality and content so impressed the staff that copies
were
made and distributed to every nurse in the
hospital.
One nurse took her copy to
Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest
to
posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of
the News Magazine
of the North Ireland Association for
Mental Health. A slide presentation has
also
been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem.
And this little old
Scottish lady, with nothing left to
give to the world, is now the author of
this "anonymous"
poem winging across the Internet:
What are you thinking
............ When you're looking at me?
A crabby old woman
.............. Not very wise,
Uncertain of habit, . With
faraway eyes?
Who dribbles her food ............. And
makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice, .. "I do wish
you'd try!"
Who seems not to notice . The things that you
do,
And forever is losing .............. A stocking or
shoe?
Who, resisting or not, ............. Lets you do
as you will,
With bathing and feeding, . The long day to
fill?
Is that what you're thinking? .... Is that what you
see?
Then open your eyes, nurse, ....You're not looking at
me.
I'll tell you who I am ............... As I sit
here so still,
As I do at your bidding, . As I eat at your
will.
I'm a small child of ten ..........With a father and
mother,
Brothers and sisters ............... Who love one
another.
A young girl of sixteen .With wings on her
feet
Dreaming that soon now .......... A lover she'll
meet.
A bride soon at twenty, . My heart gives a
leap,
Remembering the vows .......... That I promised to
keep.
At twenty-five now, . I have young of my
own,
Who need me to guide ............ And a secure happy
home.
A woman of thirty, . My young now grown
fast,
Bound to each other .............. With ties that
should last.
At forty, my young sons . Have grown and
are gone,
But my man's beside me .......... To see I don't
mourn
At fifty once more, .................. Babies play
round my knee,
Again we know children, . My loved one and
me.
Dark days are upon me, ........... My husband is
dead,
I look at the future, ............. I shudder with
dread.
For my young are all rearing .Young of their
own,
And I think of the years ........... And the love that
I've known.
I'm now an old woman.............. And
nature is cruel;
Tis jest to make old age . Look like a
fool.
The body, it crumbles, . Grace and vigor
depart,
There is now a stone ............... Where I once
had a heart.
But inside this old carcass ....... A
young girl still dwells,
And now and again,
................ My battered heart swells.
I remember the
joys, . I remember the pain,
And I'm loving and living
......... Life over again.
I think of the years
................ All too few, gone too fast,
And accept the
stark fact . That nothing can last.
So open your eyes,
people, ...... Open and see,
Not a crabby old woman;
............ Look closer....see, ME!!
~Author:
Anonymous~
Remember this poem when you next meet an
older person who you might
brush aside without looking at
the young soul within.....we will all, one
day, be there,
too!