A
CONTRAST
When people once are
in the wrong,
Each line they add is much too long;
Who
fastest walks, but walks astray,
Is only furthest from his
way.
--Prior.
At the age of nineteen
Edwin was still untaught by man regarding the hereafter and
God. The little that he had gleaned from the words and actions
of the sinful people with whom he was forced to associate had
opened his understanding sufficiently for him to know that
there is a spirit life and some sort of reward for the evil
and the good, but that was about all.
His life in the home of
Mr. Fitch had been hard indeed, but through all his hardships
the desire to do right had never left him, and the little
prayer learned in the poorhouse was still a comfort when he
was lonely and sad. Many times in the silent hours of the
night as he repeated the words softly to himself and realized
the waves of strength and courage sweeping over him, he was
made to wonder, but he never thought of connecting the prayer
with God. To Edwin the words were simply a pleasant and sacred
memory that was treasured and appreciated, but his divine
Teacher was using them as a foundation for his spiritual
education.
Although Elmer knew little
more concerning the hereafter, he was far better informed in
the ways of the world, for his life had been paved with
opportunities, and he had made use of them. However, without a
standard in his heart such as Edwin had erected and with no
home government to protect and guide him, as a petted and
humored and spoiled child he had indulged in many sins until
some of the crimes traced to his door were of the blackest
hue. He had already been tried for various crimes, but the
latest trial was for his having promised to marry a young
girl, when he had already a living wife and child in another
part of the city. "Why," do you ask? "could this difference
be?" Take a look into the heart and life of each, and you will
discover the answer. Every thought and purpose of the one,
regardless of consequences, had been to do the right for
principle's sake and because it was right, and God, noting his
good intentions, had guided him onward. The other, from the
time that he had stolen the pebbles in the silent hours of the
night, had sought for opportunities to do similar underhand
deeds.
Was it the fault of Elmer
that such things should be? Not altogether. The greater blame
must be laid at the door of those whose duty it was to warn
and advise him of his danger and to see to it that he obeyed
them while he was young; for it is very plainly stated in the
Bible that the child should be trained in its youth (Prov.
22:6).
Nevertheless, the
evil-doer must have his just deserts; for "whatsoever a man
soweth, that shall he also reap" (Gal. 6:7).
Elmer had continued his
stealing until among the stolen articles were suits of men's
clothing, sums of money, and other things too numerous to
mention. He had also been guilty of forging notes. But the
crime of deceiving the young girl seemed to his friends the
most humiliating.
Although Edwin no longer
lived in the community of his mother or Mr. Fitch, for he was
supporting himself, he had learned what a mother's place in
his life should be and the attitude that a son should hold
toward her. He therefore, regardless of her former
shortcomings, went occasionally to see her. In answer to those
who questioned how he could respect or visit his mother after
all that she had caused him to suffer, he would say: "She is
still my mother, just as though she had always been good to
me, and I shall always regard her as a mother. During my
childhood I held nothing against her for all the things I
suffered, and why should I now?" Hearing of Elmer's trouble,
Edwin hastened to his mother's home, and while listening to
her tale of woe he heard her say:
"I just can't understand
what Elmer means by doing such outlandish things now that he
is grown up. If he were a boy, I wouldn't think so much about
it, but here he is a man and bringing home to us nothing but
sorrow and disgrace. He can scarcely get out of one trouble
until he is in another, and he even sets the other children up
to do things that are bad. Now, how is it that you, whom I
never gave credit for knowing anything, have never caused me
any anxiety or trouble in any way? No matter where you are or
how hard you have to work, I can never find any one that has
anything bad to say about you. I can't see why there should be
such a difference."
"Why, Mother," Edwin
answered, "it is very plain. I can tell you all about it. Do
you remember the time when Elmer took the pebbles from my
pocket in the night time? That was his start. After that he
often took things from your dress-pockets and money-drawer,
and it was easy for him to slip in behind the counters at the
stores to help himself, for you always took his part and
shielded him; and you never taught him that he must be true to
his wife. You told me I must never speak to you of these
things, and I did not before, for I knew that it would do no
good; but the little seed that was planted in his heart that
night when he was allowed to keep the pebbles has grown until
it is what you see it now. Elmer is a thief and will have to
receive from the law the punishment that you ought to have
given him long ago."
"I don't see how taking a
few little stones out of your pocket could make him a thief or
amount to this," his mother said as the truth began to dawn
upon her.
"Why, Mother," Edwin
answered, "it is just as natural for that little deed to grow
and multiply as for a thistle-seed to grow and increase when
it is dropped in the ground. One healthy stalk will bear a
great many blossoms, and every blossom will have an abundant
crop of seeds. The little thistle-seed is very small and
perfectly harmless if watched and destroyed before it has time
to grow, but let it take root in fertile soil and get a start,
and it will surely yield many more thistles and continue to
increase long after the plant itself is forgotten."
While Edwin was speaking,
his mother seemed to realize something of the meaning of his
words. The time to undo many of the wrongs that she had done
the growing boys when they were under her care had gone; but
had she known it, there was still a chance to help poor Edwin,
who, through observation, had discovered some deep and
mysterious truths.
He had found that there is
nothing certain upon the earth except that everything must
have a beginning and an ending, and that old age and death are
unavoidable. The stories of ghosts and superstitious sayings
had opened up avenues for thought, and he reasoned that if
everything must die, and if there is a heaven and a hell, and
if God knows all we do and say, there must be some way for a
person to know in which of these places he will live after he
is dead.
For a long time the
thought had troubled him, but although he had asked many
people regarding the matter, no one had explained it to his
satisfaction. Taking note of his mother's friendly attitude
toward him, he ventured to ask if she could give him any
information on the subject, but her answer was: "We can not
know these things until after we are dead. We must wait and
see."
As Edwin left his mother's
home to return to the place where he had been working, he was
more perplexed than ever; but he had decided that since the
good place and the bad had been made for a purpose and since
the good and the bad must inhabit their own proper places, he
would not cease trying to solve the problem until he proved
that it was an impossibility to do so.
Poor Edwin! Could some one
have read to him from the Bible--but no! Had he listened, he
could not have understood; he had no way of knowing that it
was God's word to man.
"Blessed are they
that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree
of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city"
(Rev. 22:14).